Who Am I To Be?

Just be.

Between being sick and laying in bed I heard this phrase over and over in my head. The question is who am I to be?

If I am to be something, that will make up my character. And if my character is made it will help propel me to my destiny.

I struggle to find balance in this life as I've grown older. I've been doing too much too fast. I am now letting the dust settle a bit to re-organize our life.

This is the first time in a very long time that I've just said quiet and drawn or pondered life. I believe this sickness was given to me to produce this.

These characteristics and more are things of value, and honestly, I believe people should also strive for.